Valentines Day.

I just feel sick today. I feel sick phyically, I feel sick emotionally.
Sugar just isn't good for the soul.
Being away from bad food for as long as I have been, I do realize that I am honestly an addict. Its something that I just can't do to myself anymore.
Wes brought me beautiful flowers that I do love, but I don't need to know that he loves me. I dont' want to feel pressured to call his family and tell them all Happy Valentines Day. Why should I have to tell his sister that?She isn't calling me to tell me, and I am sure she doesn't care if I call her to tell her. Its just insane. I am not going to do it, Wes can call his sister and talk to her from work.
ok, I need to get busy working.