A very good friend shared this with me.
Thank you Amanda
O precious, tiny sweet little one,You will always be to meSo perfect, pure and innocentJust as you were meant to be:We dreamed of you and your lifeAnd all that it would be,We waited and longed for you to comeAnd join our familyWe never had the chance to play,To laugh, to rock, to wiggleWe long to hold you, touch you nowAnd listen to your giggle,I'll always be your Mom,He'll always be your Dad,You will always be our child,The child that we had,But now you're gone...But yet, you're here,We'll sense you everywhere:You are our sorrow and our joyThere's love in every tear.Just know our love goes deep and strong,We'll forget you never.The child we had, but never hadAnd yet will have forever.
Author Unknown
Monday, October 31, 2005
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Today is a very sad day for me, I am in the process of losing our baby... I have had a feeling throughout this pregnancy that this would happen. Waiting for it is hell. I wish it would just happen.
I stayed in bed all day. It didn't make anything stop but it didn't progress either, so I am now up trying to get things moving.
I don't even know if I want to take a chance and try again.
I stayed in bed all day. It didn't make anything stop but it didn't progress either, so I am now up trying to get things moving.
I don't even know if I want to take a chance and try again.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Depression...Lovely thing that I inherited.
For the last 2 days I had been depressed. I realized last night that I missed 2 doses of Zoloft last week. Zoloft takes awhile to enter your system, it also takes awhile to leave.
Today I am back to normal!
Brandon and I cleaned the house together, now we are about to do a little bit of homeschool done.
I am making Wes a wool scarf for Christmas. I bought a wool sweater at the second hand store and unraveled it. here is a picture of it so far. I wish you could see the cables better in the picture.
For the last 2 days I had been depressed. I realized last night that I missed 2 doses of Zoloft last week. Zoloft takes awhile to enter your system, it also takes awhile to leave.
Today I am back to normal!
Brandon and I cleaned the house together, now we are about to do a little bit of homeschool done.
I am making Wes a wool scarf for Christmas. I bought a wool sweater at the second hand store and unraveled it. here is a picture of it so far. I wish you could see the cables better in the picture.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
I haven't been hungry since I got pregnant,it may be a sign that God doesn't want me to gain much weight. Gotta say I agree with him.
I have my first OB appt. on Friday. this all just seems unreal to me, infact we don't even talk about it. I wonder when it will feel real...
I have been thinking about it enough to make a list of things that I'd like to make the baby.
Diaper soakers
I'd like to make a sak for the baby to sleep in, but because it will be a summer baby.. We'll think about that later.
a sweater set
I have my first OB appt. on Friday. this all just seems unreal to me, infact we don't even talk about it. I wonder when it will feel real...
I have been thinking about it enough to make a list of things that I'd like to make the baby.
Diaper soakers
I'd like to make a sak for the baby to sleep in, but because it will be a summer baby.. We'll think about that later.
a sweater set
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