Brandon woke up sick today. He wasn't breathing well, a breathing treatment didn't to much infact his breathing got so bad he couldn't talk.I bundled him up and took him to the doctor.
They gave him another breathing treatment there. Prescribed breathing treatments every 2 hours, steroids every 12 hours, and an antibiotic.
I sure miss my happy bouncy boy. Hopefully he will feel better by tomorrow.

We and I are still deciding if we should try for another baby, we have now traded places and he is voting yes and I am going for no. I just hate how poor we are right now. Its hard to support 6 people 5 of which are adults on 1 income.

While I created this blog to talk about my pregnancy,Brandon,knitting...... Just my life in general. I really didn't want it to be a downer for anyone that might read it.
Yet I have been so depressed.
It doesn't give me alot to talk about. I feel so dark and lonely. I am sure that I will be feeling better tomorrow. I missed my meds twice last week. so I am sure that they have had a chance to build back up in me.
Wes has school on Monday and Tuesday nights, right after work. Around Brandons bedtime I really start to need a break, I feel bad because of him going to bed with the love that he normally goes to bed with, I feel like I am rushing him and am impatient.
I really need some alone time...
who is this cutie?

So today we had a family meeting... which really means it was a family bitch out.
Nobody is talking to Wes and I now.
Things will change for a week or so,then it will go back to normal.
Lets see what else. Our house almost caught on fire tonight. now we have a hole in our carpet that is about a foot sqaure all the way through the pad.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR