Sometimes, Things pop into my head with such clarity that I think it can only be words straight from God.
Today, the house was filled with people, waking through the livingroom I just thought.
"Your life is a mess because you are a mess on the inside. Fix yourself and everything else will come."
ok, I believe this to be true, but now what? How do I fix me? what do I fix? Where do I begin?
I dunno.

On another note, just when I think everyone is getting better here, Lucas is throwing up again today. I have decided that I am taking him in,in the morning. Even though I know this is the flu because Brandon,Andrew and Crystal also had it, they only threw up for one day. Lucas is getting close to a week now.
I doubt the doctor can do anything for him, but I'll feel better if I can get him checked out.
so on we go with life.