Superbowl Sunday.

I really enjoy cooking on Superbowl sunday. Wes was a little unhappy because I didn't let him eat unhealthy today. But we managed. I made meatball subs, pizza, 7 layer dip, some cake. and believe it or not. it was all done in a healthy way.
It was kinda a lonely day. Wes watching football all day, the younger boys bored, none of the older kids wanted to come over today. They were all doing their own thing.

I discovered today that Wed. is Ash Wed. What a bad Catholic I am, that I didn't even know it. This is my favorite time of the year. It has so much meaning.
Maybe I can use this time to become close with God again, I am living my life in a way that is making me really unhappy,and am having a hard time changing it.

Brandon is going through this crazy period, I really hope that he isn't getting ADHD, maybe starting Soccer tomorrow will help him with getting some energy out and he won't be so crazy.
Lucas is starting to hit, not for fun or when he is playing, but when he gets angry. Which is when he doesn't get what he wants.

Is there something wrong with me that I look forward to going to bed at night just to escape life?
me thinks there must be.
Tomorrow is a new day, I will try to have some structure.