I am so tired. I can't believe how tired I am. I can't even hold my head up.
what is wrong with me?
My house is falling apart, I can't seem to make myself care. I want a clean house, I feel so much better with a clean house. I just can't seem to do what it takes to do it and keep it up. I just don't have it in me.
I also feel that my house is so small, even when its clean it doesn't look clean.
I raised my Zoloft to 200mg last night. That is the highest that you can take. If that doesn't work I may have to change antidepressents. I really hate to do that. Zoloft is the safest you can take while breastfeeding. I know that Lucas will be a year next month, I am just not ready to wean him yet.
Do you think that if I go weeks without cleaning my house that anyone else will do it?
Thats just not fair to anybody.